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1. You will be nervous and uncertain and afraid.
2. You will try to cover up your nervousness by bluff and bluster and one lie after
another.
3. You will be in a state of self-deception, a state which angrily refuses self-honesty.
4. You will be desperately eager to claim that other people, especially prominent
authorities, support your false claims.
5. You will be unable to see the strain and the unnaturalness of believing that
untruth is truth.
6. You will receive a neurotic thrill from the inward burning of your confusion.
7. You will have no hesitation in attacking and hurting anyone who threatens to
expose your deceit.
8. You will be unaware that you are believing only what you want to believe,
for your preferences for delusion has succeeded superbly.
9. You will be the self-chosen victim of repeated mental movies in which you see
yourself as heroically right and everyone else as wrong.
10. You will refuse to see that the sense of doom you feel is caused by your own
refusal of the light.
11. You will be inwardly tortured, while pretending outwardly to other people that
you are free and happy.
12. You will continue to fall and get hurt unless you stop believing only what you
want to believe, and have the courage and the decency to receive what is true
and good.
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