September 2012

LOVE THE CREATOR, NOT THE CREATION
     Something that hates you, hates all of humanity, is trying to get you off the path. For example, dark forces take over the way you talk. They want you to get excited over lifelessness. Exercise: Every time you talk to anyone you will know you are talking. Always make it hard on yourself. If you can jump six feet, put it up to eight feet.
     Story summary: A wealthy executive made money easily; felt satisfied with himself. Then a strange discomfort came over him. He felt a strange malicious presence in the room; became worried at what was happening to him. In front of him, fog formed a figure which spoke, “I’ve come to collect.”
     We’re here to break the contract we’ve made with Satan. At the same time you make the prayer to be someone outside the Kingdom, you suffer from it. Human beings know not what they are doing when they want the rewards of this world. Understand you are now praying for a very serious mistake in your life. What did you pray for so you could give yourself out as a solid and lasting human being? We demanded, craved, conspired for it. Set our conscience aside to get it. Feeling yourself to be a failure is Satan making you suffer. Where do you now feel like a failure? For example, you were cruel in the past — failed as kindly, failed the children, that other human being … a very definite pain in there. That is a false foundation but the devil doesn’t want you to see that. He wants to torment you. You don’t have to suffer as you think you do.
     Give up trying to be a successful human being because you see its folly and want to succeed spiritually.  Our ignorance causes us to go out to find answers to our feeling of ‘unfinishedness’ (for example, screamed persecution). Order: you are never again going to scream injustice, to say others owe you something. If you do, you’ll sign a contract with Satan. God is 100% powerful. The problem is you want to enforce the contract because you still believe in its rewards. Don’t believe heartache, hatred, etc., is good for you. You’ve simply been thinking wrong.
     Love the Creator, not the creation. The Creator is everything. The world is to use temporarily. Remember the Creator. When good yourself, everything will be right outside. God help me every day to keep the integrity of my spirit, to stay pure and innocent right in the middle of this world. The Spirit of Truth will appear to you and teach you all you need to know and he never, ever goes away.

LET GO OF YOURSELF
     You are afraid not to believe in yourself. You go over and over the point that you are unnecessarily and destructively believing in something that doesn’t exist in the first place. When you know that you have conjured up and manufactured yourself, then you will be willing to drop yourself, to let go of yourself. Study this over and over and allow it to work for you.